Dating. Mating. Relating.

A new poll mounted by Time Magazine on the state of American women is as positive as it is perplexing. In business, power and economics the news is good. Women make up 49% of the workforce and 57% of all college students, and hold jobs that include Supreme Court Justice, Governors, and Ivy League Presidents. However, even on the economic playing field there is still a lag. For every dollar that men make, women earn only 77 cents.

On the home front, things aren’t nearly as rosy. Nearly 70% of women still have the primary responsibility for taking care of children, the sick, elderly and their homes. In 1970, nearly all children grew up with a stay-at-home parent. Today only about 30% do, and 65% of adults view this as a negative phenomenon.

So what’s going on here? Why are we so unhappy? We got everything feminism promised, didn’t we????? I mean, we have so many choices in lifestyle. We can be perpetually single, we can be child-free, we can be gay and bi. We can be the primary wage earner. But can we get any help around the house? Apparently not. And what if we don’t want a career outside of the home (God forbid!) Fat chance ladies. Unless you are Martha Stewart and can turn your canning, crafts and cooking into an empire, few men these days can finance this type of woman’s hobby.

The problem that feminists couldn’t have forecasted when they staged the International Women’s Year back in 1975, was that as women left the household, no one else showed up to do the job she left at home. The down and sometimes dirty work of womanhood: cooking, cleaning, and child-rearing. Or, as I like to call it, playing with fire, chemicals and poop! Sheesh. Mother’s need some haz-mat pay.

And we seem to be depressed about our double duty, even if we aren’t actually diagnosed. Nearly 70 percent of the prescriptions for antidepressants (SSRI’s)  are given to women, often with improper diagnosis and little monitoring. One study  found that 43 percent of those  prescribed antidepressants had no psychiatric diagnosis or any mental health care except for the prescription of the drug. Twice as many psychiatric drugs are prescribed for women than for men. Depression has been called the most significant mental health risk for women, especially younger women of childbearing and childrearing age.

What early feminists also didn’t calculate is this: Feminism would quickly get into bed with Capitalism and give birth to Consumerism. Instead of a gently robust economy, where women replaced men in many jobs, we got a hugely booming economy as women joined men and helped double the workforce in the 1980′s and 90′s. And with the rise of consumerism and ensuing social pressure to earn two incomes to buy all those precious trinkets, today few women GET to stay home with their children, even if they desire it.

Time magazine did point out that the recession is changing the game once again. The new economy has forced more men than women out of jobs and it is forecasted that by the end of 2009, for the first time in history, more than half the American workforce will be made up of women. And what of those unemployed men? Will they finally start to load the dishwasher and fold the laundry? This remains to be seen.

My phone has a digital clock set to some master satellite that can’t be wrong. This device is the wheel on which my own attachment style spins. If I am hugely sexually attracted to a guy, my stomach enacts a roller coaster ride of highs and lows — highs when I feel connected and lows when I cling to old feelings of loss. When he calls, I am at the top. Giddy. Empowered. Invincibly happy. But the second I hang up the phone, I feel my stomach lurch in another direction and begin the slow descent down a spiral loop into a tunnel of loneliness. Then I morph into both a vigilant clock watcher and a determined bullet biter. I will hang on now matter how long it takes. Until the phone rings again and I feel the butterflies in my stomach as that roller coaster soars upward again. I’m describing the old Wendy, of course. The one before seven years of therapy and reparative bonding experience with two healthfully attached children. Today, when I am hugely sexually attracted to a guy it is an indication that he will live out my worst fears, so I walk away. Most of the time.

If I could self-diagnose, I would say that my own attachment style leans toward the anxious category. Of course, I cannot prove this. I can’t take an attachment survey. Because I have a Ph.D. in clinical psychology, I know how to beat the test.

My friend Ben is more on the avoidant side. His marriage, which is stable and loyal, has few threats of intimacy. That means, no heated battles. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like without great make-up sex. But he seems to be doing fine without it. His marriage is one of two happy roommates living together, sharing common areas but keeping personal business behind some closed doors in their minds.

I know a guy named Matt, who has the poorest impulse control of any guy I’ve ever met. He falls in love faster than the Eurostar gets your butt from London to Paris. This guy is quick to bed, quick to wed — twice already and he’s only 34. He just gets so fused so quickly that the only thing that can stop him, are avoidant women who play his heart and his fiddle, and then run for the hills.

Then there’s Ally the worrier. She emails me once in a while with a long, long list of questions. She is anxiously debating and anaylysing every detail of her boyfriend’s behaviors. She wants to know what this means, what that indicates, what he could be feeling. I tell her all I know. That she worries too much. And I’m not telepathic when it comes to her boyfriend. What else can I say?

Here’s what you should know, while I am making light of all this heartbreak. Attachment injuries can hurt. They can hurt bad. Sometimes more than a physical wound because no one can see you bleeding. But all the people I’ve mentioned are living out a kind of romantic attachment style. And once I explain, the range of styles out there, you’ll begin to see how one’s internal attachment organization can be a convenient blueprint for whether you prefer hook-ups, dating, or relationships that might even lead to marriage.

Romantic Attachment Four Categories That Bleed Onto Each Other

It wasn’t until the 1980′s, after developmental psychologists had spent twenty-five years studying the mental health of babies, children and adolescents using a lens of attachment theory, that the idea of it’s link to adult romantic attachment began to become clear. The early leaders in this area were Americans, Dr. Cindy Hazen and Dr. Phillip Shaver. They designed the first way to classify adults in their romantic attachment. Their four categories are: Secure, Anxious-Preoccupied, Dismissive-Avoidant, and Fearful-Avoidant. Much erarlier, researchers had established a similar set of categories for babies and children. And here was the important leap made by Hazen and Shaver: They believed that love and attachment in adults in many ways mirror the bonds children had with their primary caregiver. In other words, our style of caregiving, care receiving, affection (including sexuality,) and communication are directly linked to what was done — on not done — to us as infants and children. Now here are the categories. And, remember, these are “loose” categories. No fits one single description for all their various relationships. Now, drum roll please….

SECURE:

We’ve met those securely attached people a few paragraphs back. These people feel genuinely positive about themselves and their partners. The like to be emotionally close and also feel comfortable being independent. Fortunate souls. Come out. Come out. Wherever you are.

ANXIOUS-PREOCCUPIED:

These folks are intimacy junkies because they seek high levels of approval from their partners. They may get quite clingy. They also tend to have somewhat low self esteem and have trouble trusting their partners. They may worry a lot, be drama queens or kings about minor things, and make quick decisions based on emotional reactions.

DISMISSIVE-AVOIDANT:

These people desire a high level of independence. Sometimes they avoid emotional attachment altogether. They really think of themselves as self-sufficient and are proud that they are not needy. They may make a vow to stay single. They hide their feelings (sometimes even from themselves) and deal with rejection by creating distance. They also have a low view of their partners.

FEARFUL-AVOIDANT:

These are what I call the come-closer-then-go-away partners. They both crave and fear emotional intimacy. They have somewhat low self-esteem and don’t trust their partners. Even though they crave intimacy, they often hide their feelings in close relationships.

Do any of these descriptions sound familiar? Basically, attachment researchers look at two main reactions to intimacy — anxiety and avoidance. Each of the categories shows various proportions of these two qualities. There are plenty of quizzes and surveys out there that help determine one’s romantic attachment style, and I’ve included a well-known one at the end of this chapter. Most of these questionnaires  tend to be pretty accurate, with one exception. Some avoidant people obtain a “false-positive” and score a “secure” category. The explanation is that they are so distanced from their feelings that, of course they don’t feel anxious, pre-occupied, or fearful. That’s because they don’t feel much at all. It’s buried so deep.

Researchers have used these simple categories for decades to study attachment and it’s relation to just about every personality trait out there. Truly. The wonderful thing about attachment theory is that it can be quantified and turned into neat little mathematical equasions. Researchers love this type of data. So Attachment Theory’s use in research on human behavior has been enormous. Attachment has been studied in relation to anger, pleasure seeking, self-esteem, altruism, fear of dying, information processing ability, stalking, and religious change, to name a few.  Yes, there’s a study called “God as a Substitute Attachment Figure.” My own dissertation looked at a woman’s romantic attachment style and her ability to breast feed her child.

In recent years, the four traditional attachment categories have been further detailed and synthesized on a continuum, using the two underlying drivers of attachment — Anxiety and Avoidance. Since most people do not fit neatly into one “type” of attachment, psychologists have found it much more accurate to use scales that pin-point a region in the two-dimensional space of anxiety and avoidance.